Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Why bother?

* Do pal ruka khaabon ka caravan
Aur phir chaldiye tum kahan hum kahan
Do pal ki thi ye dilon ki daastan
Aur phir chaldiye tum kahan hum kahan*


I've become a bitter cynical bum these days (see i didnt swear!). I don't believe that there are good people in this world. I believe that there are evil people in this world and there are victims (yup renee...thts rite).

See, evil people believe that the entire world is at their disposal. They decide its okay to walk in and out of other people's lives at their disposal. They find it easy to play with other people's feelings and don't feel any remorse towards the person they've hurt. I would love to say that most evil people are males, but i would be lying because girls are damn bitchy too (whoops slipped in there).

I think i am one of those evil people.


The victims are those people who let evil people manipulate them. It might be continually or might be just once, but allowing anyone to belittle your selfworth is being a victim to the other person. Victims often become evil people because their threshold of what they can bear and take has been crossed (by an evil person). On the flipside, victims can actually become accustomed to being treated one way (by evil people), expect it from all others and ultimately set themselves up for more evilness coming their way.

I believe that i am also a victim.


So how can you be both? It's a complicated process. We'll leave that for another post.


Keep thinking
Saimz

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

do pal

ive fallen in love

who knew i would become obsessed with "do pal"...the song from veer zaara...heard it? NO!? *shocked* its amaaaaaaaazing..i cud hear it all day..you kno imma do jus that!

hehe
now dimples is gonna say that this is how i wear out songs..

cheeky..hurry n update ur bloggie idiot!
dimples..happy now?! *halo*

stay shweet all
xoxo saimz

Friday, January 21, 2005

bah humbug

i hate boiz

Eid Muabarak!

Eid Mubarak to everyone celebrating out there!

I'm sneaking online while my fam does the tea/talk to paki-land people...ehehe..sposdly we're all goin out today n stuff..instead of telling everyone to come over to our place, which is good because i need a change!

sigh

bahhhhhh humbug

okie needed to get that outta my system! im gonna go and attempt to look civilized today :P

stay shweet all
XoXo saimz

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

dont i look happy?

yes people, i Am aware of the fact that mariam and ammar are now dating...and yes i Am okay with it...so plz, stop with it...cant you seee...dont i Look happy? =P

hmm im really slacking in my hw department...i shud really get back on track..sigh accounting..i Hate accounting..i wanna Stab accounting...in its heart..cuz im a ruthless b*tch!!!

okay this is the stupidest post ive ever had

stay shweet
XoXo saimz

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

winterlicious!

hmmmm i wanna go for winterlicious...justin jus mentioned it so now i wanna go..sally wally wanned to go to kit kat on king..hmmm the possibilities!

heheh
aii this was jus to post so that people dont yell at me for neglecting my poor lil bloggie....


yayy blog power
(i dunno what im high on =P)

stay shweet
XoXo Saimz

Thursday, January 06, 2005

okie

well....there you go...i put the comments on..sigh..so sad...people never comment anyway

im pissed off...screw urself brat....grrr...piss off

YAYYY!!!

I LOVE MY SALLY!!!

i made a blog fer her, and she POSTED!!! i lowe her! shes so good to me..too good...sigh...hunnies bumz ferget bout de boiz...you kno iz all bout me n yu ;)

aii everyone...be good n go check out her site now
Cheeky-ness


tooodles!
saimz

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

i give up

i really dont think my comments box is very effective it never really encourages people to leave comments about the randomness that i spew every so often...hehe so since i like protecting my own ego, i have decided the comments box is NOT comin back in...it shall stay out..but i do have to work on this crappy layout..i was in one of my usual funx when i took the old one off...shame tho, it was really nice to look at

anyways..rant of the day...i hate school! damnit....i hateeeee skuleeeee...........bah humbug...okie im done fer now i guesh.....hve a class in one hour...luckkyyy meeeeeh

stay shweet everyone
XoXo saimz